Dear Future Girlfriend*

I’m not asking for much, in fact, I find it hard asking for things at all. I want you to know that I’ve been hurt, more than once before, and I want you to understand that because of this it will take a long time before I open up to you, and that I still might not tell you everything. This isn’t a judgement on you, just part of who I am.

I want you to understand that I’m not damaged anymore, but broken, but that doesn’t change the fact that I will love you, I will hold you when you hurt, I will cook you dinners, buy you flowers, gifts, tickle you, hold you while you sleep, the best sex you’ve ever had, and to be one of the most romantic people you’ve ever met.

I want to apologize in advance that I’m a bit clingy and I might get annoyed at you, never mad, but I no matter how upset I get please don’t let go of my hand. I also want you to understand that no matter what you ask of me I will do it for you, so please be kind in what you ask.

I have insecurity problems so that I can ask if you want anything, but I have problems asking you for anything I want. So I’ll tell you here, I want you to kiss my scars, trace my skin with your fingers, to know when I need a hug, a kiss on the cheek, to not let me do all the work.

I won’t judge you for your fetishes, your quirks of personality, your humor, mine are probably all worse. I won’t ask for you to have brilliant intelligence or stunning looks either.

Just please accept me as I am, let there be a spark between us, and I’ll accept you as you are.

Love,
Me


Dear Future Girlfriend

As the moon can’t see the sun,

I cannot see you.

But rain follows drought

So I know you must be near

Do not fear to fall.

I hope you liked the poems, future girlfriend.

Love,

Me


Dear Future Girlfriend,

Please be nothing like my almost (we are still together, sorta) ex.

I need someone who is patient & kind. Someone who loves me & shows it as much as I do. No fights, no secrets. Just love & happiness.

Please.

Love,
Me


Dear Futute Girlfriend

I’ve posted before, but got no answer from you. Hopefully you will answer this time? I was thinking about you today. I wondered what you’d look like. I wondered what you’d sound like. I hope TinyChat and Skype don’t care you. I’d love to talk to from there. I’d write you songs, make little posters for you and take pictures of them and send them to you via Tumblr or message.

I just can’t wait until we go to Pride together! I’d fly to you, of course. Mississippi isn’t the most exciting place for lesbians to be. Though my friends would love to meet you! I’m sorry if this ends up long; I just have so much to say!

I love you already. I don’t even know what you look like. But I can say that you don’t have to be skinny. You can look yourself! You are beautiful either way.

I just hope you like My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic as much as I do. And we can also watch movies and cuddle!

I’m done now..

Meet me half way?

Love,

Me


Dear Future Girlfriend,

I’m waiting for you. Please show up soon so I can love you with everything in me.

Love,

me.


Dear Future Girlfriend,

I want to love you.

I want to just trust you like I’ve never gotten my heart broken and this is new and there wouldn’t be any drama.

For once, I’d like you to pursue me.

I’ve never been actively pursued in a relationship. I’ve always chased after girls and I end up getting hurt. 

Don’t hurt me, please?

I’ll give you everything if you just love me for me. 

Flaws and all.

Love, me.


Dear Future Girlfriend,

I wish you were here to hold me and eat mac ‘n cheese with me. 

Love, 

Me


Dear Future Girlfriend,

I wish I knew who you were, how to win your heart, how to be everything you need and more. That is my greatest dream; to be your everything, and to have the honor of you being mine. I wish I had not tried so hard to love, come so close, and lost so many opportunities. Maybe you will be the one to teach me freedom of the heart. I wish I knew who I was, how to explain the depths of my mangled mind, how to be myself and be yours, too. I wish you knew that every time I drop a coin in a wishing well or stare up at the stars, I wish for you. Please don’t let my wishes wash away.

Love,

Me


Dear Future Girlfriend,

Please accept me, for who I am. And all the things that come with me.

Love,

Me. 


Dear Future Girlfriend,

I hope I have found you.
I love spending the night at your house, even if we don’t sleep in the same bed. Just being able to lay in your arms and feel your arms around me is enough for now. I love when we stay awake until the early hours of the morning watching scary movies and clinging to each other before we go to sleep. I wish I could wake up in a room with you every morning.

I think I’ve found you, but only time will tell as your heart belongs to someone who is on the other side of the country. You give me mixed signals half the time so I’m not sure if you really care for me, but I hope that a part of you does. I don’t get to see you all the time, but when I do, that is the favorite part of my week. I love seeing you smile and making you laugh. I get butterflies whenever I’m around you. I’ve told you how I feel but I haven’t told you any of this.
You don’t see it but I think that you are beautiful, inside and out. You are the sweetest person I’ve ever met and I adore you, I think you’re perfect. Every time we’re together I have to fight the urge to kiss you.
I know your heart belongs to her, and I would never wish hurt on anyone but I hope more than anything that I will have a chance with you someday.

Love,
Me


Dear Future Girlfriend,

The sex will be fantastic.

That is all.

Love,

Me


Dear Future Girlfriend

I’m sorry I haven’t wrote you in awhile…it’s not that I didn’t want to talk to you, it’s just that I kind of lost hope with the female population. I know that there’s a lot of girls out there but all the ones I’ve met treat me like crap or take me for granted. I realized it wasn’t fair to you, just disappearing like that so I’m back. I can’t wait to meet you. More than likely there will be distance between us but we’ll have our phones and skype. We can stay up late watching movies together or talking on the phone, and we’ll skype each other til one of us falls asleep. It’ll be hard but I hope it’s worth it. So here I am, waiting for you. I hope we find each other soon.

Love,

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Dear Future Girlfriend,

I think I know who you are. I’m not sure. I’ve changed. I’m not the same person I used to be. I’m different. I’m more positive and happy, and I swear if you give me a chance, I’ll love you right. I’ll do anything and everything to please you and make you smile. I haven’t given up on you and maybe I never will. I want to find you. I want to make sure you are loved. Hopefully you’ll read this. I’m learning to take care of myself. Hopefully I’ll keep you happy and you’ll do the same for me. I just want to be loved and understood. I’m not a dominant person in a relationship, at all, but I’ll be whatever you want me to be. Whatever you need. 

Love, me.


Dear Future Girlfriend,

Let me make you tea and you can make me pancakes and then we can just eat breakfast together every morning?

Love, me.


Dear Future Girlfriend,

I have a Harry Potter obsession.

Love me anyway.

Love, me.