I’ve posted before, but got no answer from you. Hopefully you will answer this time? I was thinking about you today. I wondered what you’d look like. I wondered what you’d sound like. I hope TinyChat and Skype don’t care you. I’d love to talk to from there. I’d write you songs, make little posters for you and take pictures of them and send them to you via Tumblr or message.
I just can’t wait until we go to Pride together! I’d fly to you, of course. Mississippi isn’t the most exciting place for lesbians to be. Though my friends would love to meet you! I’m sorry if this ends up long; I just have so much to say!
I love you already. I don’t even know what you look like. But I can say that you don’t have to be skinny. You can look yourself! You are beautiful either way.
I just hope you like My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic as much as I do. And we can also watch movies and cuddle!
I’m done now..
Meet me half way?
Love,
I’m sorry I haven’t wrote you in awhile…it’s not that I didn’t want to talk to you, it’s just that I kind of lost hope with the female population. I know that there’s a lot of girls out there but all the ones I’ve met treat me like crap or take me for granted. I realized it wasn’t fair to you, just disappearing like that so I’m back. I can’t wait to meet you. More than likely there will be distance between us but we’ll have our phones and skype. We can stay up late watching movies together or talking on the phone, and we’ll skype each other til one of us falls asleep. It’ll be hard but I hope it’s worth it. So here I am, waiting for you. I hope we find each other soon.
Love,
<a href=”http://thevillainoushero.tumblr.com”>me</a>
It’s been awhile since I last was in a relationship. I was deeply in love, but that’s the past and you are my future. I am unsure where I’ll meet you or if I will even get to meet you in person, but I’m certain that it will be the best day of my life.
I plan to do big things with you. I promise that I will always be there for you, through everything you experience. I’m a great listener and I’ll love hearing all your exciting and cute little stories. During the summer nights, I want to lay out in the grass, my head on your heart, and forget everything as it is just us and the stars. I’d appreciate it if you came to my softball games and watched me as I try to do my best. I’m wishing that your family will like me, I’m very well-mannered and polite, so hopefully there won’t be a problem. There is no doubt that you, Sweetheart, will make me smile and blush more than I can handle. I like to make people laugh a lot, hopefully you like cheesy jokes. I can play guitar and the ukulele, but even though I’m usually shy playing in front of people, I’ll play for you whenever you want. I’m not an incredible singer , yet I’ll sing along with you to our favorite songs when they come on the radio. And, if you don’t mind, I prefer the little spoon, but I’m sure I can make an exception, for you are my world and I’d do anything for you. I can enjoy lazy days, but going out for a romantic dinner with you would be wonderful because I want to show you off to the world.
You will be my baby, and I will gladly be yours, but first you need to come and find me. Don’t leave me hanging for too long, alright? I’ve been craving your touch for months now and I haven’t even met you yet. See, if I have met you, I would know because you’d currently be making me the happiest girl alive and I wouldn’t let you slip through my fingers. I love you so much already. Be here soon.
Love,
So lately I’ve been really sick and all I really want is for you to come and look after me and give me cuddles, I really like cuddles…
I am really hoping to find you soon, because I’m starting to get really lonely and no one really seems to notice.
I really want to be able to hold your hand in public and kiss you without having to worry about who is looking. I want to be able to brag about you to all of my friends, all of your friends and just, well, everyone. I want to stay up late on the phone and have silly sleep overs where we watch movies and fool around and just laugh and smile and have fun. I miss having fun with you.
I want you to be able to come to me with any problem you may have. I want to be your best friend and I want to be yours.
But most of all, I want you to love me they way I love you. And I want you to never leave because everyone else leaves.
I know its a lot to ask, but I will treat you like a princess.
Please be mine already?
Love,
I don’t need you to dress up when we go places. As long as you wear something girlfriend-friendly, I’m happy with that. By girlfriend-friendly, I mean I (as your girlfriend) must be able to grab you by your shirt/belt loops/sleeves/hoodie etc anytime I feel like it, so I can kiss you or just pull you closer to me. I hope that’s okay. If you wear clothes that are suitable for tree-climbing, piggy back riding and random adventures, that’s even better.
When you’re with me, I want you to only be carrying things in one hand at all times…. mostly because that means you have one hand free to hold mine.
When we’re sitting next to each other and I text you something cute, TEXT ME BACK. Verbally answering me ruins the game!
When I have outrageous plans for crazy dates, say yes. You can negotiate the details with me later.
I’m really not that complicated.
I do want us to be happy. You and me. Equally.
I do want to go on crazy adventures.
I do want to text you at 3am because I had a hilarious dream and woke up confused.
I do want you to ride shotgun.
I do want to learn things from you.
I do want to kick your ass at every board and card game known to man.
I do want you to accuse you of cheating when you beat me at every playstation/xbox or computer game.
I do want to tattoo your body with my permanent marker.
I do want you to tattoo me with your permanent marker.
I do want to read Dr Seuss to you when you’re sick, when you’re healthy and anytime you’re breathing.
I don’t come with a lot of baggage… although I do come with 4 guitars.
I don’t have any crazy ex’s for you to deal with.
I don’t have major emotional swings.
I don’t have homophobic family or friends.
I don’t have relationship crushing insecurities.
I don’t have a girlfriend.
Wait…
Can you hurry up, get your butt into gear and fix the last one please?
I’m not perfect and I don’t need or expect you to be… I DO need you to be here though… So hurry up!
Love,
Me.
I hope you come into my life soon, this whole single thing is no fun. I promise you that I’ll be sure to send you good morning texts every morning when I wake up, and stay up as late as possible texting you until one of us falls alseep. I would make blanket forts with you, watch movies, and bake, and you know.(; I don’t know you yet, but I can already tell you that you are one of the most beautiful creations on this planet. I can’t promise you I’m perfect, I have trust issues, and my self-esteem is pretty low. I’ll still make you laugh with corny jokes though. I promise. Please come into my life soon?
Love,
I think I have found you. In a matter of weeks I’ve gone from disconnected to smiling like an idiot every two minutes. Two nights in a row now, we’ve laid on skype together…mostly not saying much, but every time you smile at me I get all bubbly and stupid and I love it. You make me happy without even trying. I have a hard time talking to you because you are so cute and I’m just happy that I am sitting there on skype with you that my mind is racing but no words are coming out. It helps to know that in the very possibly very near future, I could have you in my arms every day because you are already exactly where I want and have planned to be.
You’re so adorable. You give me butterflies I haven’t had in a very long time and they are only getting stronger and bigger. Ending skype calls is so difficult. But I know that tomorrow I’ll be seeing you again.
Love,
Me
I want you to realise that I’m struggling with my sexuality, but I don’t want that to come between us. I want to meet you, to be friends with you now, to hug you and hold you and I want you to tell me that everything will work out. I don’t want to be this lonely forever. I want to be able to talk to you, more than I have ever talked to and opened up to anyone else. I want to look into your eyes and not be so intimidated or scared that I have to look away. I want to know that you desire me, because right now I desire you more than anything I have ever wanted. I want to know you, every inch of your mind, body and soul. I want to hold hands with you, and I want you to pinky swear you will never leave me. Even if this doesn’t work out, I couldn’t bear it if we didn’t stay friends. I want to cuddle you, lots and lots, and I will give you backrubs and footrubs and tickle you, trying to make you laugh. I want to hold your hand as you drive, I want to be the first thing you see when you wake up and the last when you go to sleep. I know that I love you more than you love me, but that’s ok. I just want you to let me love you. I would love for you to fall asleep in my lap, and let me do your hair while we are watching TV. I hope it’s ok that I quote pretty much every movie I’ve ever watched, and I love to refer life back to classic Disney. I hope you enjoy reading as much as I do, and we can sit in our round library together on the round sofa bed reading until the early hours of the morning. I want to buy you books that you will love, I want to talk about our favourite characters and what they mean to us. I want to sit on bed with you, our legs intertwined, listening to music and talking. I want to moon-bake (like sun baking but at night) with you, looking up at the stars and gazing into the future. I want to go for secret midnight swimming sessions with you and kiss you underwater. I want you to reveal some profound meaning-of-life secret that will ultimately bring us closer. I want to make out with you, kiss you so passionately that I feel like my mouth is on fire, my lips burning with desire. I want you to put your hands on my hips while we dance.I want to make lasting memories with you, I want to go on spontaneous roadtrips and blindfold you and take you to my favourite spots. What I really want is for you to surprise me by grabbing me from behind and just hugging me. I just need to feel safe and loved that way. And I never want you to let me go. I want to text you when I hear lyrics that describe us perfectly. I want to make out with you while watching the sun come up. I want to stay up all night with you, by accident, just because we were too busy talking to sleep. I want you to show me the world through your eyes. I just want you to feel happy. And when you’re sad, I want to be the one to cheer you up. I want to know everything about you, and why when I look at you in my mind, the right side of your mouth quivers into a smile. I want to know who you are, future girlfriend. I don’t know how much longer I can keep waiting. I suppose, for you I’d wait forever, but I’m just so lonely I don’t know what to do anymore. Please send me a sign that you’ll be coming soon. I want to do things with you, make memories by going out and doing spontaneous events. Lasertag. Paintball. Music concerts. Shopping. Ballroom dancing. Just make me see the world in a new light, make me appreciate it more. I want us to enjoy the same music, to introduce each other to new music. I would go to the ends of the earth to take you to the concert of your favourite band. I want us to make fun of each other, and be able to laugh at ourselves and each other, but I want you to know it’s only because I love watching you smile and laugh. I want you to see the corny, cliche, dorky kind of girl I am. I love TV shows, and I love comics and superheroes. I want to watch the entire tv show Skins (the UK version) and I want you to be the emily to my naomi (circa season 3 and the good bits of season 4). I don’t want you to feel as though we have to tell the world about us. I want you to realise this is not because I’m ashamed of you, of us. But I want to keep you all to myself, and I don’t want the world to see this as corrupted when to me it’s the most beautiful thing that has ever happened to me. I don’t want to be the dominating one all the time. I want you to take care of me sometimes, but I want to always always always be there for you. I will bring you chicken soup when you are sick. I will cover you in blankets and cuddle you when you are cold. I don’t want to fight with you. I want there to be a word that we can say when we are fighting that signals a timeout, and we just chill by ourselves for an hour of so, so we can think through things rationally. We can take turns being right. Although it’s ok if you want to win 100% of the time, but maybe just let me get a word in edgeways. Please come find me. I want you to teach me how to cook. I will try to make you breakfast, although more often than not it will end in disaster in the kitchen. But that’s ok, we can just have really great sex on the kitchen floor. But I have faith that somehow we will find each other. Maybe I will let you read this. Maybe. I hope you’re the kind of girlfriend who appreciates sentimentality, and corny cliched things like this. I just want to experience so much with you, I’m just scared that maybe this will never happen. I want us to have things in common, like a love of sports, reading, music, talking, creative stuff. I hope you can paint. I love paints and colours and colouring in, but my drawing abilities are seriously lacking. I just want to cuddle up to you and watch amazing movies, or maybe have a Harry Potter marathon. But promise me on every night we are free we will have an adventure of some kind. I want you to show me your favourite movies. I want to go to musicals with you. I want to go to dinner with you, a romantic dinner, and hold your hand under a napkin like Santana and Brittany do on Glee. I want you to be ok with the fact that I’m a glee fan. I want you to know that I’m already falling for you, even now. Right now, I just wish you were here. I want you to be my Valentine. I want to buy you the perfect christmas present. I want someone to fall hopelessly in love with, and I want to watch you fall just as hard for me. I don’t want to feel the same doubt about you that I feel about every other person. That secretly they don’t like me, or think I’m stupid, or can’t stand me. I’m scared of intimacy, but I’m hoping that you can break down these walls to get to know me. Just please, please, if I give you a key to my heart, don’t shred it into pieces and yank out my soul and shred that too. I hope you can put up with my depressive moods, and my anxiety about pretty much everything. I hope you make me a better person. And I hope you’re the type of person to read over this and realise, although I’m crazy, obsessive and slightly mental, you can still love someone who pours their heart out to you even though we have never met. Please, please please come to me soon. I’ve been waiting for so long, I just need to know you are out there. Here’s to hoping this is the beginning of something beautiful. I’m yours forever and always to infinity and beyond
Love
Me. xxxx
I always wonder if there really is someone out there for me. I know that I can be a handful. With all my mood swings and anxiety. There are times where I don’t like being around huge crowds of people and sometimes I’m perfectly content with just sitting at home and reading a good book or playing video games. I prefer to think or listen rather than talk about things that don’t really matter. Sometimes I just get so sad that I lie on the floor in the middle of my room, completely numb. And then I get the urge to cut just to feel alive. Or other times, I get so angry with myself because I can’t understand why I feel the way I do and I cut.
But if you could just get past those points and see that I can be everything you need me to be. I want someone I can care for and I know that I could do a damn good job at it. I really do have so much love to give. I’m probably the most honest, loyal, and caring person you will ever meet. I want to treat a girl how she should be treated. I just wish that someone would appreciate everything I do and try for me in return because it seems like I always give more than I get back
Love,
Me.
Can we have our date at Disneyland? And get our pictures taken with Mickey and Minnie?
Love,
Me
Be the Brittany to my Santana?
Love,
Me (http://findapaththatisyourown.tumblr.com)
I really need someone that’s going to be there for me.. My life is kinda a mess and I need my little spoon. You will have to excuse my corniness/hopeless romantic sides, they are only there to see you smile, because when you smile it lights up the world. That’s what I need right now, someone to light up my world. I have had a couple relationships, but they were either short or just bad for me I guess you can say. I promise I will be there to protect you and to help you in anyway, I just need someone to actually stick around for a bit, it would be nice to be wanted. I want to be able to hold you, teach you how to skateboard (don’t worry I won’t let go), and I want a cuddle buddy. If you could come soon and not toy with my feeling’s that would be great, but until then i’ll be waiting.
Love,
Me
http://soundcloud.com/simpleparts08/paint-like-that-by-sick-of
If you click on that link right up there^ I hope that you will realize that this beautiful and meaningful song doesn’t even begin to explain..
Love,
Let’s watch movies, read, vent, eat, sleep and write together, shall we? Surely, there will be much much more but first come and find me. I’ll be waiting.
All my love,
Me
