Dear Future Girlfriend
I am 16, never had a girlfriend, never kissed a girl, never even been close to that and I was always rejected. I’ve been rejected by more than over 2,000 girls, I guess. I saw you in them all, but they weren’t you. I long for you to come into my life and give it some meaning. I have taken a lot of pain to find you, and I hope that you exist, so that the pain I have absorbed throughout the years does not turn out to be for nothing.
I can’t wait for that feeling when we first meet, look into each others’ eyes, our hearts beat really fast and we fall in love. I can’t wait for that one moment when you smile for me and all my pain disappears. I can’t wait for that one first hug, which will make me feel appreciated, and warm. I can’t wait for my first kiss with you, the moment when I will feel that electricity going through me, and feel your soft lips against mine.
We will go for romantic movies, where we will share our popcorn and drinks, and I will watch you more than the movie. We will go for picnics, where I will watch you eat the sandwiches that I make with loads of love just for you, and we will play tag in the open field with trees and flowers. We will go to parties, where I will surprise you by grabbing your hand and dragging you in private for kissing and intimate talking. We will climb to the roof with my Guitar, and I will sing the songs I write for you. We will go for comedy shows whenever you are sad, so that I can see that precious smile of yours that would mean the world to me. We will trouble our friends and neighbors by giving them prank calls and throwing water balloons at them outta nowhere. We will cuddle whenever you are cold, I will hide the jackets from your sight. We will write ‘You + me ♥ Forever’ at places which will be memorable for us.
Even in the darkness of all the pain and problems, having you would give me the light of happiness and make me the happiest guy ever. I would tell you how much you mean to me, how it was worth taking all the pain to get a fabulous girl like you, and how good it makes me feel to have you. I would hold you so tight, never let you go and never let anyone else have you. It would be us against the world. I am not handsome at all, but I will make sure that my boo bear stays happy. ♥
We are yet to meet, and a lot of fun awaits us. I really, really wish that you exist, you’re reading this now, and that we meet as soon as possible. You are all I want, nothing else matters to me. I love you boo bear, come to me. ♥